on that highway

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 why am I holding onto people so much who hurted me ? Why I feel sad when I see them ? Even when they don't even care . 

It's like I am walking on a highway with vehicles and no one is bothering to even look at me . 

why I get hurt everytime I see them ? was any of it my fault ? Did I deserve that ? 

No , ofcourse not I know I don't deserve this but why ? why should I tolerate all this ? Was I born to bring trouble and to be in trouble ? 

I think I need a genie in my life , who answers all questions that comes in my mind. Must I wait & look for answers i myself created ? 

Or should I just go with the flow and let things pass and wait to get things better at some point of my life . Do I have that much energy left in me ? 

What if I suddenly fall and die on that highway ?  Or What if decide to come in front of any vehicle ? I will be dead . Will they notice me then ? Will they care about me then ? Will they remember me forever and care about me whenever they are on that highway ? 

No , they will not ! They will remember for some day , sympathize and then they will forget. 




© sneha

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