Trying not to die ...

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 If I will say I want to die ...all people will start giving their advices and ask the reason . well ! I am not interested in telling the truth and also I don't have a particular problem but a particular list of problems . My life is that messy as my hairs . I am in situation that I have to choose death or sacrifice .

I don't want to sacrifice either die but my problems make me almost dead !!

sacrifice is a word that own means to ' tolerate others ' 

it is what I did whole life .

My life is almost full of my failures rather than success . Now, I start understanding that I can't get success as this is not made for me . 

Yes , I want to live but literally I want something or someone to change my life so that I can try not to die !!.


    

    

© Sneha

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