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  a gentle torrent of water from rocks  & the clouds surrounding the sky ; the trees , the rocks , the plants , & the little creatures ; scent of summer, whispers of nature , & the peaceful terrain ... I was lost in creation of beauty , & soothness captured my mind ; I ran away to escape from hell , & ended up here , Now I wanna stay ... A meaningless small hope changed my mind, & the heaven i was admiring felt like home ; I wanna stay here for eternity, & being in arms of nature ; A successful escape at this beautiful land , & a heaven like home for being loved and accepted ... '& listening to whispers of nature for ever ...' ' I wished I could do that for real ... ' ' I wish I could really escape not only through my diary ....' #whisperingNature  ©Sneha

 why am I holding onto people so much who hurted me ? Why I feel sad when I see them ? Even when they don't even care .  It's like I am walking on a highway with vehicles and no one is bothering to even look at me .  why I get hurt everytime I see them ? was any of it my fault ? Did I deserve that ?  No , ofcourse not I know I don't deserve this but why ? why should I tolerate all this ? Was I born to bring trouble and to be in trouble ?  I think I need a genie in my life , who answers all questions that comes in my mind. Must I wait & look for answers i myself created ?  Or should I just go with the flow and let things pass and wait to get things better at some point of my life . Do I have that much energy left in me ?  What if I suddenly fall and die on that highway ?  Or What if decide to come in front of any vehicle ? I will be dead . Will they notice me then ? Will they care about me then ? Will they remember me forever and care about me whenever they a

 isn't it humour that we work or study everyday so badly just to live life of comfort.  we work very hard to the very end of day to live , don't people get tired of it ? don't people get bored of this ? don't people give up?  it's reality!!! we just say it like it is what it is . didn't we people made this ? didn't we created this competition? everyday there is a war either it's between country or state or with people! everyone wants to be on top . Everyone wants to do better than their own mates. what is life ? is this life ? why this is life ?  can't we see what nature gave us and what we made nature !? it's horrible to think , it's totally horrible that we are living life for no reason at all . They live for their loved ones but that also is an lie because they also don't know why literally they are living , if they can't even be happy with their loved ones ! © mikzzsighs 

 I want to live in fantasy for once , i know it's not possible but i want to . I want to experience things that are just not real in this life .  I want to live in another place where no one knows me where there is peace and happiness, i want to live in my fantasy , i want to live in my dreams . I want to do whatever I wish for in my life , i want to have an easy life which is far beyond the reality.  I lost it ! I lost the faith of being alive in this real world . I want to live in another world full of things of my imaginations . Where there is lots of love and care , where there is garden full of flowers and trees with a sweet house in between the garden with a bench in yard . so that I sit there and watch the sky , when it rains i would sit there for hours and talk with myself as rain drops, when there is night full of stars and moon i would sit there and stare at sky as that is the most beautiful thing .  I want to live a life without people without anything. Just

 chehra chhupa Liya hai  per aansu kaise roku ? hamesha se chup rahana sikha hai  Aaj fir bolna kaise sikhu ?  kayi Dard chhupaye Hain  Dard ko theek karna kaise sikhu ?  hamesha se sab ki baaten suni hai  Aaj khud ki awaaj kaise sunu?  raste per Akeli hun  dard baantane ke liye Musafir kaise dhundhu?  Shayad rasta bhatak Gayi hu  bahar nikalne ka raasta kaise dhundhu ?  raste per bahut log aate jaate rahe  per usmein se apna Humsafar kaise dhundhu? khoya hai humne bahut kuchh  toh Khush rahana kaise sikhu ? Shayad Krishna ki talash hai per  Krishna Tak pahunchne ka rasta kaise dhundhu ? © Sneha  #mikzzsighs   #poetrycommunity 

 Hamari raate Uljhi h , Dil ki baate Uljhi h , Jo keh na saku  Vo baate suljhi h , Bas yun chalte safar me  hamari yaadein chipi h , ( aur ...) Tum saath the toh  Ham sote nhi the , Tum aaj dur ho toh  ham soo paate nhi h , (....) khud garzi mein jeene  ka Mann toh h , pr tumhe filhaal bhulne  ka Mann bhi nhi h , ( sach bolu toh.... )  Chahta toh h ye dil Sona  par dawaiya bhi asar kr nhi rhi h , Iss chalte safar me  hamaari ladaiya chipi h ,  " tum haste hue bohot acche lgte ho "  bas ye kehne ke liye ab  meri rooh tarasati hai  !!!  #Love&love  #mikzzsighs   #writco  #poem  © Sneha 

 And the journey has started, No one knows what is gonna happen tomorrow, But we are ready to face that , Even yesterday was not so good , Lets hope that today will be all good , Expectance , disappointment, acceptance , We are gonna have it all , Tomorrow can be hard or easy , But the hope is that day after tomorrow will be all nice , We all need to have this hope , We all need to experience that disappointment, We all need to realise our mistakes, Tomorrow can be hard  But let's make day after tomorrow hopefully all good !!

Life is surely unpredictable. Sometimes we escape reality ; sometimes we accept reality . Life is a very cruel reality. For some person it is hard to live and for some person it is slightly easy to live .But it's just the way we choose to see things that happen around us . Many people are struggling with their life that some  even desperately want to die .  She was one of those people who wanted to end their life .  She was strong , strong enough to face the terrible things that haunted her in her memory. She was very small when she experienced those terrible things , all those things do let her down but she somehow managed to get up . She neither had anyone to tell that she fell down nor anyone to support to get up . She was all by herself. She was very small so she didn't understood what was happening to her . She just endured all things . She thought that if she will end her life , it will help her escape this world . But she failed. Nothing worked out and she li

 Moonlight Shadows, Hand in hand,  Leaning through the night in the meadow,  Against the compassionate trees of faraway land... Stars reaching out to make night more beautiful , Fireflys flying around us making our time and moment more special , The clouds are coming with their soft breeze to express our love in nature... These moments were pretty enough to never forget this , even if tomorrow is dark with aloneness .... We could atleast smile when we ever think about this moment, Every moment is special ❤️ So , Live happily and healthy your loved ones are always with you ☺️ © Sneha