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A desire to be a lot better than them , judging , comparing , distinguishing and again judging . I just hated them I never liked someone who judges and compare . Those who judged me , first time I get intimidated but after some years I felt annoying and now I just ignore them . Because only I know how I was going through to be like that .  A junior who is lot better than you , one day someone compared them and me . I felt a feeling of shameness and on top of that I felt jealous  but that thing happened again . I was judged I was compared I was belittled by everyone .  That no-one believed me even those who were close to me , even when I was wrongly accused . Now I know i am feeling jealous over others life but more than that I also can understand that there are people who suffering more than me .... so , i would only say that my life is so complicated , so complicated to handle .I sometime think that why God blessed me in this way that every moment I resent go...

 In the corner of my memories there is a part of you that I never forget , the times the moments the memories , I remember all of those . When you came in my life I didn't believed in love but your prescence made me love you . Everytime I looked at you , my heart fluttered . I was so additcted that whenever you were not in front of me I searched for you . When u looked at me I became so happy , when u talked to me I remembered all your words . At first I didn't knew that it was my affection towards you , but then I realised that I like you and I love you ! I wasn't able to tell these , because I was afraid that you will become more distant from me . I didn't knew about your feelings towards me , but still I hope that I can show only my best and happy side to you .  © Sneha

 Our love was passionate , somewhere warm and somewhere we were afraid . our love was like a flower which we experienced in spring but afraid of coming of autumn . when we met we were stranger , then we liked each other and understood each other so deeply like that of ocean's depth that can be touched but our love , trust and bond can never be touched or destroyed . when our love blossomed we loved each other and were happy together . when one of us get sick we both would get sick , when one of us laugh, we both laughed and when one of us cried , we both cried.  we are crazily made for each other , passionately love each other and genuinely understand each other better than anyone else . This is a memory of you that still awakens me to always be in love to your special ones ! ©Sneha #love #motivation #care #lovepoem #poetry #poetry #writing #writer